I have friends that stay, and the friends that drift. That just makes me so sad. I don’t want people to leave me. But that sounds so selfish. I just, don’t wanna deal with people who leave, and don’t come back. And when I try, they just don’t wanna come back.

I’m tired of having sad posts. I’m tired of trying to find a love. I’m tired of lying. I’m tired of keeping my mouth shut. I’m tired of having a frown. I’m tired of being unloved. I am fucking tired of everything.

I’m happy, then I’m not happy. I lost the person that made me the happiest. And he still doesn’t even know he was the one who made me the happiest.

I’m tired of everything.

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